Truely?

I wanted to write about this in a facebook status, but in honesty it is  bit dark and I'm not actually feeling that way at all, so why pollute my greater link with all around me?
So I got stuck on this thought;
"For in true, be it good or evil, the things that not said are in fact more horrible than those that are".
I got stuck on it because I feel like I had read this somewhere, but also that it's possible I thought it up. There's a lot going on upstairs and NO ONE is filing any of it.
But anyhow!
I got stuck on this and had hesitation about writing it on Facebook due to the fact not everyone would understand, likely misinterpreting it as something dark or depressing. Where really it's more of an analysis of a thought.
While something might be good nature, if it is not spoken aloud it is therefore not able to be felt by anyone but the one that thinks it, which is of course horrible.
While something might be evil nature, if not spoken aloud means that it is in fact too horrible for anyone else to know but the one that thinks it.
I suppose it's my own question about what really goes on in the minds of others as they speak with me. What are the holding back? What aren't they telling me because it is in fact too horrible and they believe I can't handle it. Is it really that horrible? Could they be secretly torturing their souls in fear that I would torture their souls instead?
As you can see, or rather you are reading, this isn't a thought process that I can continue on with for quiet some time purely on theory.
I'm not sure it really has relevance, but does writing a blog have that in the first place? The only different from writing your thoughts in a diary to this is that in fact others can see it for the horrible thing that it is, but they can't see me. You can express your horrible sins and receive no real judgement of anything that would be considered harsh. We are 'just chatting, or rationalizing' here after all. It's a bit disconnected, which is why you are here in the first place.

Calm down now... have a drink...don't think too hard...it will all pass.

Cinnamon sprinkles

I was out with a old friend of mine last night and there were cinnamon sprinkles on the popcorn in a martini glass in this run on sentence.
He explained he had the recipe and listed out that the popcorn was covered with; cinnamon, caramel salt, and truffle oil. This began a conversation about Gordon Ramsey on Master Chef and that led to a discussion about the troubles of starting a small business like a restaurant and so on.
Now that I think about it. Starting a small business really is hard. My cousin wants to start an operation that has really good potential for local business to profit from, but he confessed that there is very little in the way of funding or incentive to get things started.
Now I work in the retail sector (just calling that makes it less stupid I guess) and I find so many people lately are against products from other countries. Like certain great big one that will remain nameless. But, if there is no incentive to start your own business and just relay on the massive imports from other countries, do these people expect something I'm not gasping?
One of the things I do very well is listen to people complain at my job. Sometimes I have no choice in this matter and I'm very often the unwilling victim of ear penetration and memory incursion. But they all play the same tune over and over, like this will change things?
Here's the fact, YOU CAN DO NOTHING! The world isn't going to take note of your little complaints about big business taking over and that's a fact. The really problem is you, YOU the person standing there complaining when you should be doing anything but just that. Be at home, researching local products, where to find them, budgeting so that you can work them into your life, and forcing your friends to do the same damn thing.
Complaining about anything can be likened to the weather. Everyone talks about it and it changes nothing. So at my work I may be nodding my head going "Yeah, oh it's just terrible, damn those *insert foreign country here* and their over productive schemes" but underneath I'm just adding you to the list of people that don't read or think for themselves. The world economy is so much bigger than you. Be happy you can go to the dollar store and buy disposable things for cheap like garbage bags, pens, pencils, cooking utensils.
Sorry...got a little crazy there, but then again that's kinda why I write things down.

Oh look breakfasts!

Wakka wakka Whoa!

Sweet juggling geebus! I totally forgot I had one of these. Just goes to show how bad my brain is, or how busy I pretend to be at times. Took a friend of mine to make me notice I had this all along. Boy if you've really been waiting on me to post for two years this entry must feel like the first time you had sex ;)
Actually this reminds me that I wanted to write a series of short stories online somewhere. Maybe I should do it here.
So there's a goblin story or a random story about my future children that I have been mulling over. Anyway, it's not uber important to go over details yet. My stories just kinda trickle out of my skull from that crack.
Well been fun adding this little gem after a long absence.
Oh yeah forgot, I became an actual legit artist whilst away. Commissions with money and everything, the full shabang.

Toots all

Biz